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About Me Member Wannabe Novelist heal-kun18/Male/Malaysia Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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?I am...am I?

Thu Mar 17, 2005, 5:37 PM
Heal: You are where you are today because of me. I was your childhood, I was your teenage self. You gave yourself up to me and in turn, I gave you knowledge and experience far beyond your age. Tell me, who did not envy you of your ability, your intellect and understanding in school? Friends deceive and betray, but only some will stand the trials of time. Let only the closest friends touch the innermost chamber of your heart, a friend in need, a friend indeed - Protect your closest friends with your life. Tell me, hasn’t this honed your abilities to find true friends? Did I not let you detect auras of your friends? You might not have many friends, but you never had sworn enemies or friends who betrayed you either. Only those who seek the ideal world will achieve it, so reach out! Seek out your dreams, and the world will respond in kind. Your future lies in front of you: A researcher? A novelist. A psychologist. You can be any of them. Embrace the books and me, for I am the right path. Trust your feelings and act on it, live a life of no regrets. I am you.

Dash: Hah, you might’ve sealed me up after Standard 6, but wasn’t that 6 years the best part of your life? Ahh, I’m sure you missed the times where we got into fights, 5 against you alone eh? Let those bastards cry when they see their precious rackets go down the river for trying to bully you! You might’ve rained stones down people’s houses or explored the sewers behind the school, but hey, its YOUR Childhood, and you loved it. Admit it, you released me two and a half years ago and aren’t you glad you did? You wouldn’t be what you are now without me. Think of the community you are part of now, think of the role you play, ain’t you glad you ain’t an outcast as before? Books are dead dear. Sure, it makes a great read, but books don’t talk back and they can’t detect your feelings. People can. Believe in people and they’ll return the favour. Live a life of no regrets, enjoy life while you can. Studying is important, of course, but its not the holy grail of your life. In the end, its all about living a perfect life and your job will only be one of the means, not the end. I am You.

Heal: Because of me, you’re liked everywhere due to your mildness by parents and friends alike. Your intellectual base brought you the path of least resistance everywhere you went and this will be the case in the future too, do not throw your future away, seal that delinquent up and come with me. Your job is your hobby, how imperfect can that be? Ace your studies and head off to the US, that’s the least you can do for your parents and siblings, to repay them and allow your siblings a better study life.

Dash: Oh? Weren’t you the stuttering fool who couldn’t talk without preparing a speech beforehand? You still do, of course, but at least you can be spontaneous now. Come on, being mild is one thing, being boring is another. Enjoy life, and enjoy your friends. Even if you can’t get to go to the US, come on, you don’t like studying anyways, you never did. Why not Journalism? You can write as well as any other, if not better. And hell, Accountancy and doing business is a good thing too, you might even actually achieve all your dreams at once! Don’t forget starting your own publishing company, for the community, sponsoring your own research efforts, earning enough to set you up for life! You have the guts for risks, hell, the family has always been a pioneer in networking. Didn’t your granddad have blood brothers in China, Taiwan, Indonesia and Malaysia? He’s a classic rags to riches example, from a fisherman to a construction company head and now he gambles with deeds instead of cash. Your other great-granddad was one of the few people who had a gun license during the Jap Occupation! Be proud! If he didn’t sell off the land he owned then, you all would’ve been billionaires by now. Its in your blood, I’M in your blood.

Heal: Hold your lips, hold your thoughts. See the ideal future before you, beside your perfect partner.

Dash: Only by speaking the truth will allow you to change the future. Body language is what that endears one to another, A kiss gives more meaning than a silent thought. Hug your friends and forget-them-not.

Heal: Who can share your every dream now?

Dash: Everyone has a part of you, share your thoughts with the right person.

Heal, Dash : I am you.

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  • Current Residence: 2.6RC, Bayley block, Raffles Instituition Boarding School, Singapore.
  • Interests: Reading, writing, sketching, slacking online, exploring, listening.
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno/Pop/Rock (depending on mood, Very)
  • Favourite artist: Arina Tanemura.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Pratchett
  • Favourite style of art: Sketchart/messy copic
  • Operating System: M$ XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp 2.** | Sony DNE-1
  • Favourite game: None currently
  • Favourite gaming platform: Computer/Arcade
  • Favourite cartoon character: Zelgadiss Greyworlds (among many)
  • Personal Quote: Heh.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pen[&cil] and paper.

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:iconakarui-siren:
helo~!

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:iconjnr0884:
:peace: =jnr0884s 2005 goodwill tour! catch the fever! :peace:

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:iconmasquevale:
Thank You So Much! :D

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:icondarkclown43:
your avatar, its a clip of one of 's yes.

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:iconheal-kun:
Hrm? I rather doubt that. It was drawn for me by a fellow forumer, Aklan, a long long time ago. (about 5+ years back) Her website is [link] if you're interested.
:icondarkclown43:
[link] looks pretty much the same, but theres red behind yours. i guess it could be a Gigantic coincidence??

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:iconheal-kun:
Odd, it IS exactly the same, (It was formerly the whole picture, but I cropped it to fit the avatar settings.) let me give her a query.
:iconmythchan:
Actually, it was drawn by me about 5+ years ago. It's Kyo, from Dir en Grey. I used to sell it on t-shirts via cafepress when that sorta thing was cool. [link]

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:iconheal-kun:
Hmm. Perchance you know Aklan? Odd, I'll give her a query, I'll just apologise in advance if it was yours. (Scary, I've been using it for all these while.)
:iconmythchan:
The one that I had on the cafepress pictures was the one you have on yours-- with the red background. I think I might still be able to furnish the original psd file I did it on.

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